Digging out of grave (back to blogging)

Three years even more, maybe my memory is failing me, but over three years nothing has been written on this blog, try to seek through my computers files perhaps I can find some post I wrote before, I wasn't that lucky but with help from some friends I manage to recover as many as possible with dates also) it's IT stuff that I don't really understand), locked myself into my chamber and start reviewing the old post and how much I laugh at myself, I were thinking to delete some of this posts because of previous political ideology ,I used to believe in but at last moment i thought to myself i shouldn't be ash men from it, so yeah you can notice how much things change through time also now after spending over 3 years in Turkey I changed in many levels and my perspective somehow change but not in an extreme way more into more rational thinking and less emotional, me am the "Rebel Rat" back to speak my thought once again, its should be more organize and sorted this all I can guarantee for now